Friday, June 09, 2006 I'm so sorry guys!
Not updated my blog, not tagged those whom I'd promised.
Done nothg! So I finally came to blog.

Sis was busy handling her freaking reports portfolio etcetc.
She didn't even spare me an hour or two.
So I had to wait till now to blog.

During the time of not-blogging period,
I kept on telling myself not to stick to the comp.
& I succeeded! CLAPCLAP!

I'm beginning to lose the kind of 'passion' to blog.
'Cause it has been a NONG time since I blogged.
& yerh,
I think I'm going to change the way I blog.

I feel that I'm being too long-winded all this while.
As commented by TingShan: 'lorsor' {I think she said that last year dx}
Exactly, she always says that my posts are lorsor.
So I was hoping I can change.

I want more paragraphing.
I want less words, not lengthy.
I want to summarise my daily lives [SHORT&SWEET]
I want less Singlish.

Hopefully I can do it.
But I'm just so scared I'll use Singlish again.
I'm not like HwaiYi, who uses PERFECT English when blogging.
So I must stop myself from using.
You guys keep a lookout for me too! :D

This post is not meant to be long;
therefore I'm keeping it short.

All this while [from the holidays, I think, till now],
I've been going to school nearly everyday.
Or was it EVERYDAY? +.+*

All because of 'It's Showtime',
a Channel8 show that will start on the twentieth.
I've been working real hard for this,
though not as hard as PeiSi,
who has gone through lots of pain.

PeiSi I hope you're alright!
Let's go rock&roll after this man!
Sheeeeesh I'm using Singlish again.
Okay I was wring something informal, that's why! xD

PeiSi, who was once a cheerful girl,
somehow became likka pessimist.
She even volunteered to quit the group, the acting group yah.
I feel that it's so bad,
heavily pressurized and also doing the most things.

We have not totally listen to her orders.
I've been feeling real bad.
Seeing her so sad and gloomy each day
really made me feel helpless.

I was so useless.
I wasn't able to help her overcome all the misery, pain and sorrow.
Am I a bad guy.
Just shout out to me: YK you're one baddie! I hate you!
It's alright ; I can take it, seriously.

She's been telling me she's tired.
Well I know everyone is.
But the amount of work, the high expectations pinned on her, and the few hours of sleep,
really made her thinner and thinner.

Commiting suiside was next to her solution.
Of course quitting the group was her solution, supposedly.

Many may think:
'Oh so exaggerating. Just because of this tiny-weeny thang can make her so negative and even. even wanna kill herself?'

I took PeiSi's words as jokes.
& didn't really care much.
Perhaps I don't really understand her,
but I can see that she meant what she said.
Same goes to Jocelyn.

This holiday isn't just a holiday.
It's a TOTALLY filled with beads and beads of tears,
and of course, perspiration period.

Those people watching will just enjoy the show,
better if the laugh and clap for us.
But they would never know the hardwork and persistence we'd put in,
unless they had experienced it themselves.

I'm not bullshitting that I'm involved in this
& all of you aren't.
I'm also not telling you guys to experience sometg like this,
or even more tiring.

It's just a personal recount.
Personal recount, BABEH.

The times when we enjoy,
laugh and play together.

The times when we frown,
cry and weep together.

I've already experienced enough.
I don't want to suffer anymore.
Please after this,
let us buds be HAPPY ever again.
xD xD xD xD xD

I hope everyone who's involved in this would understand.
We don't perform for the money,
it's the FUN & EXPERIENCE gained that's the most important.
:D

Okay Jocelyn is waiting for my post
I shall end it here,
sorry guys I know this post is long.
I'm so sorry!

EDITTING is not needed.

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